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Sweet and Kind a friend to A/all

Female (50) looking for Male Sonora, Ohio, United States

i am not currently looking for a Master my submission belongs to one. i love to play and write. Princess by day Slut by night. if you enjoy play and we hit it off maybe we can have some fun no strings attached. Please don't ask to be my Master i will ignore you!

I awake disoriented. The sun stings my eyes searing pain through my head..For a brief moment calm washes through me..until I remember, the pain in my chest resurfaces ,my shoulders ache ,wrist still bound behind me as I recall I'm alone he has abandoned me..my mind races thinking racking what the hell did I do so bad that Master choose to throw me away?? Feeling the sob rise from deep in my chest ,tears stream down my face. My chest heaves and tears drop from my jaw to my breast. Uncontrollably sobbing unable to catch my breath as I watch the tears streak my chest.... Dirty and unkept knowing its been days since I was properly cared for. Also knowing it won't be long before another claims this one... The thought of serving another with this pain in my chest makes me gag... Once again wondering why?

Hurt

The pain from the rod, whip or hand. Could never compare to the pain in my chest! Would be as if I were kissed by a thousand angels. How do you stop the hurt?

Bluffed
Today I was lead outside in a line of slaves. My skin tingled under the sun from how hard the groomers had scrubbed me. My hair was sleek and shiny from the brushing and the oils. I actually felt taken care of for the first time since I left my Masters home.
I see a wooden platform in the street and people are gathering round. The noise seems intense to me who is use to the quiet surroundings of my masters home. One by one the slaves are lead to the platform where it appears they are inspected then lead away sometimes by strangers. My turn finally comes I walk with the trainer on shaky legs to the center looking out into the crowd I feel so small wishing the wood would swallow me. Then suddenly to the right of the platform I spy my Master. My heart leaps my lips curl into a small smile. In my head I'm think look silly he did not forget you he only had you boarded for a few days. When he approaches he takes my chin in his hand guiding my eyes to his. "Have you missed your Master little one?" He ask in his booming sure voice. I whisper "yes sir" as I melt into his chest. He pulls me in for the most passionate of kisses. Then takes ahold of my shoulders holding me at arm length he stares into my eyes with the beautiful smile painted on his face. "Trainers!! Get her from my sight" he yells as he pushes me away toward them..I fight as tear swell in my eyes they are leading me to the right of the platform when he turns his back. I break free from there grasp and try to run to him yelling "Master Please". Just as I think he is going to turn around I feel a sharp jerk on my collar and it sends me tumbling off the platform. Last thing I remember before my temple hit that step was (WHY) then darkness.

Tears

I begin to arouse feeling as though I am in a haze. My head throbs and stings. I am unable to open my left eye and note it feels hard and sticky. In the back ground I can hear my Master softly speaking he sounds very angry at some one. I am unable to make out everything that he is saying but I understand “I will see her” and “I’ll have your damn job”!

I feel the bed sink as he sits next to me I hear him ask “ why hasn’t her wound been cleaned?” a female voice answers “ Sir this girl has been giving us fits, every time anyone attempts to care for her wound she lashes out with her hands, I was just about to go get permission to restrain her sir.” I and hear and feel the movement when my Master takes in a deep breath and sighs next to me. Muttering “incompetent”! Shaking his head he states “that will not be necessary this Little One will mind me” with that I hear water as if it’s being wrung out of a cloth, I hear his voice “roxanna sugar please nod your head that you can hear me but do not try to open your eyes yet” feeling some comfort with the sound of his voice. My name rolls off his tongue sounding so sweet. I slowly nod trying to recall what happened. Master begins to speak again only this time I hear that anger in his tone again. “sugar I’m going to clean the wound on your head and apply some ointment. It is going to hurt like Hell I’m sure but I will be gentle as possible. I do not wish to hear you whine and cry you did this to yourself and you are going to behave and if you as so much as think to raise a hand to strike me I will flog your back raw! Wound or no Wound! Now nod your head that you understand”. I slowly nod my head yes that I understand.

Taking in a sharp breath, I feel the sting on my face. And hear Masters words. “Why sugar? Why didn’t you behave? Why didn’t you go with the trainers?” he sounds upset.

Something in that tone causes me to remember. And in my mind I begin to ask him the same question. “why did you take me from my home?, Why did you keep me in that room with no windows for so long?, Why did you make me become completely dependent on you from when I sleep to when I eat to when I pee?, Why did you make such sweet love to me after you whipped me?, Why did you make me listen to countless hours of your voice repeating you belong to me, you are nothing without your Master, you want only to serve your Master.? Why did you make me love you then throw me away?

With that last thought I hear him say “there all done” and I feel him dab a small amount of ointment on my forehead. “Now sugar I want you to slowly open your eyes and look at me so we can check your vision” he states sternly.

As I open my eyes and gaze up at his beautiful face I realize. It does not matter how much I beg and plead to remain with him. His decision is made and his will is the only will that matters. I am nothing! And with that thought my chest aches and my eyes fill with tears. I roll giving him my back for he no longer deserves my tears.

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Appearance

EthnicityNative American / Indigenous
BuildAverage
Height168 cm
Eye ColorBrown
Hair ColorBlack
Hair LengthShoulder length
Best featureSmile
Body ArtNone
Health ConditionNo special condition
Bra size36 / 80
Cup sizeB
My AttractivenessAverage

Situation

Relationship StatusSeparated
Has childrenChildren don't live with me
Wants kidsNo
Housing SituationThere is no noise
Living ArrangementsAlone
Wants to RelocateNo
Has a carYes

Education & Employment

EducationCollege Associates
SpecialtyMedical / Health
Employment StatusFull-time
Annual income$50,000 - $100,000
Job TitleRN

Looking For

I prefer:Intelligence, Humor, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Spontaneity, Flirtatiousness, Wit, Thoughtfulness